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I was afraid, I was scared. But I know I cannot go on with this feeling. I shall force myself, force out the faith, confidence and courage in me. I flinched alot of times, I disappoint myself everytime. And I know I cannot go on with this feeling. I must stand up, I must take the initiative to make a first step. It's always hard, it's always tough. But I believe I can do it. I promise I won't flinch no more. Somehow, I still feel a little afraid. What to do? What should I do? Nobody can help me except for myself, that's what my mom always told me. I don't know, what am I still afraid of even when everything is alright? I don't know the answer, I couldn't find the answer. Even throwing tantrums can't seem to scare away the fear of mine.. I don't know what to do, I don't know what should I do. Maybe I'll just let my fate to decide everything for me. I wish that I can be braver than I am now, I wish I can overcome the fear of mine. I need a miracle right now. I hope that god can really hear what I've said. But for now, I just couldn't stop worrying... :'(
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March 14, 2011 12:03 PM
Most of the times we fear the unknown. Everything we know isn't that scary, even when it's bad. It's the stuff we don't know, the future, that often makes us anxious. I wish you luck in overcoming your fear. We all are afraid at times - it's quite human. ;)
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